i'm making a new page, of links to *people.* anyone who is using or has used one of my web-designs can be on the list, anyone who reads my blog can be on the list, so basically if you are reading this, you can be on the list. please send your link, name or nickname, and why you should be on my links page, to may at maystardesigns.com (or if you're lazy, just leave the info in the comment box)
weeeeeeeeee! i got a domain name!!!!!!! (as you already saw...) www.maystardesigns.com and superfast hosting! please, please, please change your links to that url! my journal and everything else has moved over to this site! starprincessmay.blogspot.com will no longer be updated!!!! ...but all the old content of it can be found on this page...even the old archives.
thanks so so so so so much to * KAPIL * for the super fast hosting and domain name! xoxoxoxo! also, thanks for helping me with the blogger ftp! wow... it was so different then what blogger's example was!
p.s. someone left me a short comment about ftp and their blog...i'm sorry, but i accidentally deleted the whole post that included that comment, while trying to update starprincessmay.blogspot...sorry!!! come back! comment again! i didn't mean to delete your comment! i promise!
also, tell me how the pages work, are their any missing pages? can everyone see my pages? or do i have to murder old versions of netscape? according to my webstats, netscape users that come to my site only have versions 3-5 ..... GET VERSION 7 !!! ahhhhh! you can get it by clicking here.
ooooooooooooooh! and NEW EMAIL address!! may[at]maystardesigns.com ! weeeeeeeeeeeeee! send me lots of love letters!!! my very first real email address! weee!
i feel so bad. i missed my website's first birthday! lol. i've been so busy working on the new design for this site........ you'll see the changes soon...
i am sooo stupid. did you know that? i stay up 30+ hours at a time, designing stupid skins that people are just going to either criticize or take out my link and put "designed by jessica" or whoever. and on top of ruining my health and getting bad grades, i DON'T get paid. AND my skin is SO messed up that i don't think it's ever going to recover! it just keeps getting worse and worse, and i'm also gaining weight from being on the computer all the time, and never dancing, or having fun....not to mention that i could have used those 6 months to write a book or something more "real" ! someone make me STOP designing things for free! OH! and can you believe it---a week ago or so this girl said that i overcharged for my paid webdesign---um, i'm sorry, but NO! most people charge $200-$1000+ for a website with only a few graphics. i charge only $100, not like i'm ever actually going to have paying customers! so far everyone that i have designed for has NOT paid me---they just seem to disappear as soon as i show them something really close to what they want! ...anyway, i only charge about $20 for a custom blog. that is 9-40 hours straight of MY OWN TIME, of my own LIFE. i think that is surely worth $20..!!..people are so stupid and inconsiderate. they just don't think! that's like an average of paying me a dollar per hour! AND THAT'S TOO EXPENSIVE? i'm sorry, but i don't care about money! i'd rather NOT deisgn anything at all for this stupid girl then work myself to death to make what---$10 ? GOD! errr! i'm going to invent a way to kick people over the internet! (if you want to see, i think her nastly litttle comment is still in my questbook.
on another note, i have a fever right now from staying up so long designing these worthless free blogskins.......goodnight!! * and she leaves in a huff. *
GREAT. the school found out about my cat, thanks to my fake christian - aisian - stupid - not REALLY allergic to cats - but hate them (and are SCARED of them!) - roomates. stupid bitches. now i'm either going to get fined, kicked out of school, or kicked out of the dorms. yay. the campus police came over and wrote me up...
this is what someone wrote in my questbook. THANK YOU! "message: Here's a hint: you're a conceited, spoiled brat who can't sing and who isn't even pretty, but apparently thinks she is by all the pictures you post of yourself. Oh, and you're an idiot. Get a clue, get off your high horse, and get a life. And for everyone else's sake, stop attempting to sing." posted from 65.74.78.246
First of all, I'M NOT CONCEITED. (don't you ever READ anything i write? or are you so shallow that you only look at the pictures page???) and if you care, i happen to think that i'm VERY VERY UGLY!, and i KNOW THAT I CAN'T SING. THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR RUBBING IT IN MY FACE!!!! THAT'S VERY KIND OF YOU! Um, if i didn't post pictures of myself, this wouldn't be MY website....do you want me to post pictures of brittney spears instead????????????? i LIKE to play "dress up" and take pictures, and then put the pictures of me playing "dress up" on MY website, it's MY website, i can do that!!!! it's a form of art to me, i like to make clothes, i like to put together random colors and outfits, i like weird makeup and haircolors. it's my 'art'. i also like to show my friends that are far away (like Joann, Lisa, Kris, and just about everyone else i know...) that i have changed my haircolor. my pictures are a form of self-expression.
............that's what you do with YOUR website, YOU post PICTURES, POEMS, ART, etc of YOU, by YOU, made by YOU, as kind of a portfolio or summary of YOURSELF, for OTHER people who don't know YOU, or your friends, to look at. Is that so hard a concept for you to get??? i refuse to post my poems because they are a lot more important than pictures and i know that idiots like girl from IP# 65.74.78.246, or her friends STEAL people's poems and claim that they wrote them.....same with real art...but i don't have to worry about MY ART getting stolen...between my mom's alcholic ex-boyfriend and my mom's craziness, ALL my art has either been destroyed or lost. websites are kind of a selfish thing in general, if you think about it. even if you only have an online journal...you are putting it out there for other people to read, they don't really care what you have to say, NOBODY cares how you went to the mall with sarah and that your teacher made you sit next to billy. NOBODY. it's just a waste of space of the internet...so if i don't post pictures, you should keep you petty little journal on your C drive! also, since you are not in college, and have probably never [or hardly ever] moved in your life, you obviously wouldn't understand what it's like to have friends that are not in school with you! i think i only have about 3 "real" friends that go to my school, and i know only like 20 people...not 300 like junior high.....
also, i'm sorry, chicky, but i'm NOT a spoiled brat!. but, i would LOVE to be spoiled! where's my car? why don't YOU buy me one so that i can be spoiled? i've been working since i was 16, saved ALL my money, and yet have almost none of it, because, you're RIGHT, i AM an idiot; i gave $15, 000 + to my boyfriend and like $ 5, 000 to my mom, who have both been homeless. ....so i guess, that really, YOU are spoiled...your mommy and daddy buy you clothes and shampoo, and vegtables and fruit, right? well, then YOU are spoiled, compared to me... starting at age 11, i had to buy all my own stuff (with only $5/week allowence). and my foster parents REFUSED to buy fruits and vegtables most of the time. yeah, i had to live off cheetoes and cheap pastries...YUCK....
anyway, go find some stupid spoiled, conceited, preppy girl to terrorize. leave my guestbook alone. you 13-16 year old girls are really lame. in fact, why don't you get a LIFE, and not be mean to ANYONE for a change?....
p.s. TODAY's NEWS: i got hired at a web-design company thing! weeee! i'm really scared.....
sometimes it's just too much. what am i supposed to do with a homeless mom constantly asking for money and help when i'm the one that needs to be taken care of? what about worrying about the fact that my boyfriend needs to find a job and a place to live within 3 weeks, or else I'M going to have no place to live either...? on top of that, there is stupid ucsd and stupid tests and papers to worry about, plus my stupid roomates, and my stupid cat, and having to live in this tiny dorm-like room with chris...i just can't take all this stress ....no wonder i haven't been able to sleep in SO SO long.....
oh yeah, and i almost forgot about my 18 library books!!!!!!....i renewed them just in time! only a few hours before they were due!---- i would have owed the library$150-400 if chris hadn't reminded me! ohhhh....i need a vaccation from LIFE......
(MOD barbies, cont.)....actually, it was a site more like this. leave me comments if you know of a site similar to this one...because i'm not 100% sure if this was the same site i saw a few months ago...all i remember is bright green....and i thought the eyelashes matched.....but i don't see any green eyelashes on this site...maybe i imagined it....
please, please, please---people, i love you and all, but don't ask me for help with HTML anymore! i spend like 8 hours a day helping people---WITHOUT PAY!!!--- and without food---without shaving my legs--without doing homework---in otherwords, i don't even have time to do the things i NEED to do, much less anything i WANT to do, and it is all the computer's fault! ...so please don't ask me for help, because lately i've forgotten that i said i wasn't helping people anymore and i have been! lol. i need to stay off the computer. these are my rules for myself (let's see if i can actually stick to them....): i'm only allowed to check my email and write in this thing OCCASIONALLY, and that's all. no more computer for me!
and to anyone that i accidentally "inspired" ...you know with WEB-DESIGNS, --- i'm very sorry, i didn't mean to inspire you! web-design is a waste of time---it's like being an artist, but worse---you'll never make any money from it, and when you're dead, they WON'T put you in history books---it's all so pointless--such an immense waste of time---computers are evil---go OUTSIDE, make friends, have fun, just get off the computer! lol
someone wrote this in my guestbook: 'I notice how you like to label people so much, how can you put people in groups nobody has the exact same mind.' lol WHAT are they talking about????! I don't "REALLY" ever lable people, and when i do, it's either joking, or under the category of "stupid"....because that group contains a lot of people!! don't you agree? ....and people in that group do have the EXACT SAME MIND! lol. or maybe what they have in common is NO mind....
anyway, that is the same annoying person that keeps spamming my guestbook...maybe they should spend more time getting to know and understand me, instead of spending so much time in my guestbook leaving absurd meaningless comments about things i don't even do.
...yeah, so after a month of staring at the dye i bought, i finally decided i would give up my blonde hair again. my hair is now blue and red: red with blue streaks. i think that as i get older, my sense of "matching" deteriorates! lol. in fact, other than orange and purple, i can't think of any two colors that don't go together! haha. anyway, so my hair is partially inspired by these MOD barbies and also because i've had this love of red and blue together, for awhile now. i also [amazingly!] found [and bought] matching eyelashes. weeee!
......Not that you care anything about fashion, cuz you know, it's such a "shallow" subject, (and gossiping about your friends isn't......), but i really think that the whole MOD look is coming back (yeah, maybe minus the haircolor thing...), but i just mean like go-go boots with shorts skirts and coats, bright colored dots and squares on shirts and purses, and so on...i could be wrong, and maybe it won't ever make it back into daily life, but i at least think it will be back (again) on the runways soon...
my new hair: and MOD eyelash pix: (oh and if you like the necklace, email me, i'm selling them in: silver-mirror and purple-blue.)
someone get me off the computer!!!!!!!!!!! i'm glued! i'm addicted to figuring out new ways to shape html! i've been on the computer for 23 hours, almost straight!---and i have a test in a few hours and an 8 page paper due in less than two! ahhhh! someone ground me!
what the hell is this person doing?????? this is MY front page on THEIR blog!!!!????????????? [click here]
also, someone left a comment on my guestbook, in response to something else. "haha gwen stefani has nooo boobies what an insult..." it's from "Sheepish email address = ihateyou...
in response: i think that having almost no boobs is a good thing! much prettier than big boobs. you can even fit into size 4-toddler shirts! and what could possibly be better than that? lol and GET A LIFE people! stop spamming my guestbook with junior high comments!
Okay, so now my ENTIRE site is re-done, INCLUDING the design and custom pages....go look at them!...you might need to push refresh after the page loads to see them...
OK, you guys i need help. i want to wear this outfit to school, but i'm too scared. i've been wanting to wear this skirt to school ever since i got it....but my courage has run out...i just can't take all the preppy people STARING at me like i'm an alien or something...whispering, laughing...they've made me scared to be myself.... please someone help me be myself again.... note: ugly face intentionally cut off. LOL
yeah, um, so....i spent like 14 hours+ on the internet designing and re-designing....THIS page is new and so is the HOME page. While this page might not look THAT different, it took at least 7 hours to get it this way. i *invented* a way to make my borders thin AND viewable in all browsers... i know, i know, there is some other way to do that...but no one would tell me, so i has to invent my own code...again... So anyway the borders are NOT borders, but actually the bodycolor, with cell padding or spacing. there are no actaul "borders" on this page.
one new design. see it here: [ hibiscus kiss ] OH. and WHERE ARE MY OTHER PAGES!!!??? why is the server down...grrrr. i HATE the interent.
anyone want to donate $27,000 to me? i really want this car. if everyone that owes me money pays me back i'll have like $10,000. if i had never spent any money on chris i'd have an additonal $7,000 or so...if i had NO clothes, i'd have $1,000 more...lol (i shop at cheap stores!)...if i had never helped my mom, i'd have at least $2000....BUT, i will never see ANY of this money ever again...so therefore i'm broke. chris is going to pay me back $600 soon...possibly because i was claiming that i owned the water pump and the starter in his car---lol--no, not really...he just said he'd pay me back out of his tax return.....wow, Mia, i feel old...tax returns and eyecream! what is our world coming to!? and i don't even have a car! that's not fair! everyone else has a car, GIVEN TO THEM. so where's mine?! I'm 20! i should have a car! dammit! lol. the next 16 year old to get a car is required to give it to me! you are too young to have a car...it's my turn! lol
too many regrets. too many mistakes. no more strength to keep going on. no reason to not let dreams slip away. too hard to go on. no reason to go on. pointless. it's all so pointless. everything. pointless. empty. meaningless.
so i don't like to say this kinda stuff--because my wanna-be gothic friends used to say it everyday in 8th and 9th grade... but i really thought about killing myself yesterday. i've been thinking about it more lately than ever. maybe a little too close...but no, i wouldn't kill myself, i'm too logical, too "smart" to do that. no i'm not....i'm really just too stupid to kill myself.....
a girl killed herself by jumping off a building here at ucsd less than a month ago...or so they say. what if you jumped and didn't die? that would be even worse...
p.s. i have a W on my transcripts now. is it really THAT bad? i dropped my german history class--i just couldn't deal with it--too much stress. i'm not meant for college.
i'm looking for EYE CREAM STUFF. any advice? i want stuff that REALLY prevents wrinkles. does that exist??
THIS IS WHAT MIA DOES TO HER FACE....what do you think...is this good?...or will her beautiful face fall off one day...?
"The List:
Aqua Glycolic Facial Cleanser Aqua Glycolic Astringent (In the summer) Aqua Glycolic Hand & Body Lotion Clinique Total Turnaround Cream Clinique Anti-Gravity Eye Cream Olay Complete Olay Age Defying Revitalizing Eye Gel Clearasil Face Wash Neutrogena On-The-Spot
The Way It Works: Morning 1) Wash face with Aqua Glycolic Facial Cleanser 2) Wash face with Clearasil Face Wash 3) Use Aqua Glycolic Astringent (If skin is oily ONLY/in summer) 4) Apply Aqua Glycolic Hand & Body Lotion to face and throat 5) Let it soak in 6) Apply Olay Complete with SPF 15 to entire face, eyelids, and throat 7) Dab Clinique Anti-Gravity Eye Cream onto lower eyelids and surrounding area, also onto the upper lid if dry 8) Use Neutrogena On-The-Spot anywhere that blemishes are appearing, let dry 9) Apply foundation as usual
Night 1) Wash face with Aqua Glycolic Facial Cleanser 2) Use Aqua Glycolic Astringent (If skin is oily/in summer) 3) Apply Clinique Total Turnaround Cream to face 4) Dab Olay Age Defying Revitalizing Eye Gel below eyes 8) Use Neutrogena On-The-Spot anywhere that blemishes are appearing, let dry 9) Get plenty of rest
Note: Use of a physical exfoliant 2-3 times per week is also a good idea, I recomment Nivea for Men Exfoliating Scrub, a cheap substitute is baking soda and water. Never let your skin stop renewing!"
....i think that's enough "Aqua Glycolic" to drown someone! ...or to take off someone's skin!
