about the pictures...
these photos are here for artistic reasons. if you are some sicko, go kill yourself, don't look at me. lol.
Picture F.A.Q.
1) Why do you have so many pictures of yourself here?
a) well, it's my website...websites are generally like a portfolio of 'you' ...so that would be one good reason.
b) i don't get to see any of my old
'friends' from junior high or high school, so they can come to my website and see pictures of me, and i go to their sites and look at pictures of them.
c) pictures are fun. dressing up is fun. try it.
d) what else am i supposed to do with a crappy digital camera??
e) oh, also, when i'm 50, i want to be able to look back at all my old outfits and things...
2) Why are the almost only pictures of you?
a) i have no friends to take pictures of.
b) the people that i do hang out with, when i hang out with them, which is almost never, are only acquaintances, and always different ones. i have a shoebox full of pictures of acquaintances from junior high and high school, maybe 3 pictures from college. none of these people have proved themselves good enough 'friends' to have me put them on my site. i used to have a 'friends' page ... but i decided that i only want pictures of REAL friends on my site... i'm not trying to look popular of anything with tons and tons of pictures of random people... one day i hope to have a 'friends' page again with REAL friends on it.
3) I think you are concieted for having these pictures here, are you?
nope. not at all. not one bit. i feel ugly if anything. sometimes i think if i take enough pictures, i'll feel pretty ... it doesn't really work.
3) Why are you um, kinda naked-ish in some pictures?
a) it's nothing you haven't seen before, so who cares?
b) some of the pictures were like that and i didn't realize the see-throughness of my clothing at the time, and
i wanted to post the pictures, so i did. i thought of editing them, but that might have looked even worse, if you think about it. censorship shows there's something to hide. and if it's not bad, there's no reason to hide it, but by hiding it, it makes it seem bad.
c) i'm comfortable with myself, and with other people, maybe i'm a bit desensitized...hey at least i'm not really naked in my pictures! that would be scary!
d) there are no limits in art. and everything is beautiful and pure in art. [if you want to argue with me on this, then you just didn't understand what i meant....]
any more questions? hunt down the email form and email me!
xoxo
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